What is LIFE
Life is wonderful?
Life is meaningful?
I don't know my lifestyle now is wonderful or meaningful...
I feel like meaningless...
Really don't know what should I do now...
Feel helpless...
But won't give up anything include study...
Maybe I now just fall down in my study...
I sure is my last time fall down...
The feeling that people look down and dissapointed,
really very hurt...
Hurt me deep and deep...
What can I do?
Is my fault just can blame myself...
Blame me why don't put more and more effort...
Just let people have an opprtunity to look down me...
Maybe they will laugh at me too...
They make me have more pressure...
They always act seem like very concern me...
Hate it...GTH...Hate acting in front of me...WTF...
But I'll no let you all have another chance to do such thing to me...
I swear for it...
Never have opportunity forever and ever...
Is time to show my real capability...
