Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Life is meaningless...

What is LIFE
Life is wonderful?
Life is meaningful?
I don't know my lifestyle now is wonderful or meaningful...
I feel like meaningless...
Really don't know what should I do now...
Feel helpless...
But won't give up anything include study...
Maybe I now just fall down in my study...
I sure is my last time fall down...
The feeling that people look down and dissapointed,
really very hurt...
Hurt me deep and deep...
What can I do?
Is my fault just can blame myself...
Blame me why don't put more and more effort...
Just let people have an opprtunity to look down me...
Maybe they will laugh at me too...
They make me have more pressure...
They always act seem like very concern me...
Hate it...GTH...Hate acting in front of me...WTF...
But I'll no let you all have another chance to do such thing to me...
I swear for it...
Never have opportunity forever and ever...
Is time to show my real capability...

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Happy Birthday Mummy

My dear mummy birthday is on 28 June...
Happy Birthday to Mummy...
we every year will celebrate with her...
but this year got add my beloved sister-in law,jessica and her baby daughter,tiffany...
even this year my bro and sis-in-law can't back here to celebrate together...
but we celebrate through msn video call...is special too...
that day my bro and i after lunch go to buy seven pieces of cake...
cause our refrigerator still has half of the 1kg cake...haha
unlucky the pictures all are missing...cause the bad memory stick...
although the pictures are gone but the sweet memory always at our heart...
Happy Birthday to Mummy...
Hope you always stay pretty and healthy...
Wish you and daddy will be more love and sweet...