Reborn

Omg it has been more than two years I don't update my blog and just let it be dead. Now I'm going to write and update my blog as many as I could. I don't know why I will stop updating my blog and within this two years I'm almost forgot my blog. I'm feel sorry and guilt. Anyway my blog will be kept updating. Just stay tune. 

Vitas_Opera #2 (俄文+中文字幕)

亲爱的你

以为不露痕迹孤独却写在眼里

不敢让人知道体贴都埋在心底

用坚强修饰孤寂用冷漠隐藏真意

谁能了解你其实渴望有人陪你

谁能懂你你其实只是害怕而已

让我疼你抚慰你曾为爱受过的委屈

让我爱你包容你所有情绪

不要害怕不要拒绝不要将我推离

让我给你一个家让我宠你爱你保护你

亲爱的你

Days are busy

What am I busy recently?
Busy for gather,
busy for preparing examination,
busy for doing my last presentation and assignment.

This afternoon I'm at Starbucks doing notes and still able to finish two chapters. While waiting my girl friend to end the class, I'm studying and text with friends too. At 5pm, my friend comes to join me and we have dinner together. We back at 7pm. I'm waiting for her for 5hours and we just spend 2hours to talk and seem like not enough.

Since we studied bachelor, we really seldom meet and have a nice talk. We usually just text and call for each other. But just now she tells me we propably will go UK together. She previously plans goes to UK further study at February, now because of the application problem she needs to delay it. Ha ha. It's a good news to me.

Furthermore, we have make an appointment with our another girl and boy friends. We want to meet them before they go back to their country. Finally, we have decided gather at 14th December. I'm looking forward for this gathering now. We should enjoy the gathering well and is another memory for us again. Next year, we all will separate again. Boy is going back to country, girl will further study to America and she and I'll go to UK. Probably, this is the last gathering that belong to four of us. I'll appreciate it. Again, nice to be your friend and glad to study with you guys. Will be miss you all.

Another thing is that my dear and close friend will come to KL visit me on this coming Thurs. I'm really happy for that as we don't meet for more than one year, but we always keep in touch. I already prepare and plan everything for her. We wanna have fun and joy. Welcome to KL, my darling.

约定

你我约定，难过的往事不许提，
也答应永远都不让对方担心，
要做快乐的自己，照顾自己，
就算某天一个人孤寂……

Darl, I want this

Darl,this kills me so badly, you know. Let go and get it one. It is my favorite. When come here, we go together. Look forward for your coming. Faster planning your holiday. Can't wait to see you and bring you go anywhere. I already have idea where should we go.

Currently

Lately I am puzzle and confused with my future. I am thinking that where and what is my future. What should I do for my next year and steps? Should I discuss with my family first or just make decision by myself? The most important that I need to care is the result and finance. Is it sufficient for supporting me to further study at UK for at least two years? How about the university that I choose is it suitbale and pretty good with everything? Oh gosh, that's too many things that I need to concern and think. I should think that what is good for me and what is the best way to pursue my dream. I've planned it well, but it seems like things do not go smooth as I thought. That's why that I am confusing now. Thinking, thinking, and thinking again. I still don't have a proper and final decison yet. Now is already end of the year and I should have a decision, so that I can prepare well. Time is up. It is the timed that I need to make my final decision. Hope I can choose the way that I want and is the perfect way.

[HQ] 倪安東-《Sorry That I Loved You》MV

This is perfectly nice, the voice, the lyrics, the singer, it's extremely good. I like this song so much and it will be my cell phone ring tone.

Hope everyone will like it as well. Enjoy to listen.

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光华电子新闻 | 当局促民众勿危言耸听　泰洪水不流入吉打


Rumor. It definitely will make people worry. Please stop to send and spread the wrong rumor. I know this time flood is the most serious that happen at our state, Alor Star, but now the water level is reducing. The situation will become better. People should happy for that.


Furthermore, I would like to send my regard to my friends who houses have flooded. I'm really sorry to hear about that. Some of my friends move to relatives house and others sleep at the offices. Some of the houses are new house and they don't move into new house yet. Perhap they think they will feel that they're unlucky lately. But I think that lucky will come soon. Anyway, take care all my friends. Bless you all....

Elton John - Your song

My favorite song. Hear this song for many times and never bored with it. A nice song.

2010.10.24 - 公主Selina - Hebe.Ella特別獻給Selina的歌

Selina, hope you can recover soon. Bless you.

wang lee hom - 永遠的第一天

忽然想起了这首歌！

别问我的伤

别看我的脸　它已变了样
别碰我的手　它已冰冷　感觉不到力量
爱过的人　竟变得如此陌生　这样的缘份　非死即伤
别说那句话　欺骗我们俩
别点那首歌　就让回忆　留着完美形象
分手时候　拥抱的那么勉强　现在你何苦　抓住不放
别问我的伤　它才刚刚睡着
你的爱　像烈日　像狂风
像利刃　割在心上　有一滴血流在地上
别问我的伤　它要慢慢疗伤
你的爱　像轻烟　像流星
像迷雾　飘在心上　在解脱之前　做梦都会怕
你给我的伤　又深又长　看不见一点光亮
甜蜜的吻　碎成千片　在风中　对我狂笑
你给我的伤　又苦又烫　吞不下也忘不掉
多馀的泪　风干枯萎　再回头　我受不了

ALin-愛請問怎麼走

戴愛玲 - 愛了就知道

Future

What is future? I strongly believe that everyone is thinking about this and planning for your whole life. There have plenty of people fail to plan for their future, but some are really good with that. It is obvious to know that as they've succeed in career and have a happy family. What are the things that they still need or desire? I'm not sure for that, at least they already have almost all the stuff. If they're greedy, maybe they'll require more. As I know that, people are always dissatisfy the belongings and demand for more and more. But do they think properly that, once they already achieve it, they will try to acquire other things or goods. The satisfaction of desire and greedy is unlimited. Is it kinda scary? Surprisingly I'll say yes. That's why for now on, I just wanna to have the things and future that I want, I'll try to have a high demand and infinity greedy.

Actually I already planned my future at years ago and I couldn't ensure that I would follow my plan and do for it. But I believe that it is good to know what you should do and it will be the happiest things that can ever happen to me. Now, I need to plan for my study and if follow my plan I'll further study to UK and I'll choose University of Middlesex and after that will proceed to University of Leeds or Sheffield to complete my Master. That is one more thing that I'm not sure yet, which is I don't know what I wanna major. Clinical Psychology? Forensic Psychology? Child? Family? or even psychiatrist? If I can do it, I wanna be a psychiatrist, but I know that it's not an easy. I'll try to achieve it and of course I'll work hard on it to become a psychiatrist. That's my currently plan for my future.

I know that my planning has less something that is important for everyone, which is love. I always think and believe it is not a suitable time to have boy friend during education time. Probably, this thinking will occur is because the family and environment. My brothers begin to date with girls when they almost finish their study and have Ms. Right when they already begin their career. So, I think I'll choose the same way with them as well. In addition, at this moment, I still can't find my Mr. Right. I need to be patient and look forward to wait him appear. I don't care when, but is better before 30 years old. Ha Ha!

Hope that I can follow my plan and achieve it whithin the period. I think I need luck and bless.

When I need you

Leo Sayer- When I Neeed You

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
The telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I won't be travelin' forever
It's cold out but hold out and do I like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you babe
It's only a heartbeat away

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do

Oh, I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
Just close my eyes
And you're right here by my side
Keeping me warm night and day

I just hold out my hands
I just hold out my hand
And I'm with you darlin'
Yes, I'm with you darlin'
All I wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away

Oh I need you darling



I just recall this song unexpectedly. Without doubt, I like classic and old songs especially oldies love song. They're really amazing and fantastic. My friends had tought me that probably my horoscope is pisces and as you know that pisces' people are quite romantic and loving and that's why I love this kinda song. But, for me, I think that is because my daddy, I'm just inherited by him. At least I have a similar interest with my beloved one. Anyway this song is pretty nice, although is an old song. I like the lyrics and the meaning as well. A good song is needed to share to everyone.

爱的理由

以前我总觉得两个人相爱一定要有理由，

可是随着年纪的增长，经由身边周遭人们的恋爱经验，

你会发现爱情还真是没什么特别的理由，

可能只是因为对方笑起来很可爱，

也可能是有一天你心情很坏，

对方突然打了通電話讲了个笑话给你听，

他可能不知道你心情刚好很差，

可是你在这最坏的时候接到電話，

你就跟着视他为真命天子，

甚至开始相信起命运这种事。

A meal

Today, a stranger treats me a meal. What a lucky day. I'm surprise that he'll treat me even it isn't expensive. At here, I would like to thank you to him again. Today, I'm having economic rice and we need to queue up to take the foods. Actually, he just stands behind me. Anyway below is the dialogue between us.

He: Why you eat so less?

Me: (just smile)

(That time we're passing the chicken.)

He: Why you don't take chicken?

(My plate just has vegetables.)

Me: (smile again)

He: Is good if you don't eat chicken, cause nowadays the chicken is prematured and isn't healthy anymore. Not just chicken, but also seafood and meat aren't good as well.

Me: Ya, I think so.

He: You better don't have the food at the fast food restaurant, unless you want gain some weights. If you don't believe it just try to have KFC or MC Donald for a month, then you'll become fatty.

Me: Ya, I believe that and don't wanna try that as well.

He: Good. We should eat more fruits and vegetables. They're really good for us. You should eat more apples especially green apple. If can try to have it everyday even is juice.

Me: I love to eat vegetables and fruits, so I think I'm pretty healthy now.

He: Keep on doing that. Today, people always have outside food and less eat vegetable and fruits, that is why they always get sick.

Me: I have Vitamin C everyday. Haha

( It seems like a dialogue that between doctor and patient, but we're just a student and officer)

( We're going to the cashier there to pay)

Cashier: Hello, sir.

He: We pay together.

(he points my plate and his plate)

Me: Oh, is ok, sir, no need to pay or treat me.

He: Never mind, is just a plate of food and isn't costly.

( he takes the cash to the cashier)

Cashier: Thank you, sir and miss. Enjoy the food.

Me: Thank you, sir and nice to talk with you.

He: So am I. Have a nice day and take care.

This is the dialogue and story between us. It's so unbelivable cause I never meet this before. My friends say that they should accompany me to have lunch, so that they'll have free meeal too. Haha. Anyway, today is a happy day.

Waiting

Waiting will make me feel like everything is become unusual and slower. Just now I need to wait four hours to attend another class. My friends are absent as they have text tomorrow. Lucky I meet a friend and we chat together. Anyway we still feel very bored and nothing can do at here. Every where is crowded when is lunch time. Both of us already have lunch, so we just buy a cup of drink and sit at there waiting our next class.

Waiting is really bore and hate the feeling.
Next time hope to have a better time schedule.