亲爱的你

以为不露痕迹孤独却写在眼里

不敢让人知道体贴都埋在心底

用坚强修饰孤寂用冷漠隐藏真意

谁能了解你其实渴望有人陪你

谁能懂你你其实只是害怕而已

让我疼你抚慰你曾为爱受过的委屈

让我爱你包容你所有情绪

不要害怕不要拒绝不要将我推离

让我给你一个家让我宠你爱你保护你

亲爱的你

Days are busy

What am I busy recently?
Busy for gather,
busy for preparing examination,
busy for doing my last presentation and assignment.

This afternoon I'm at Starbucks doing notes and still able to finish two chapters. While waiting my girl friend to end the class, I'm studying and text with friends too. At 5pm, my friend comes to join me and we have dinner together. We back at 7pm. I'm waiting for her for 5hours and we just spend 2hours to talk and seem like not enough.

Since we studied bachelor, we really seldom meet and have a nice talk. We usually just text and call for each other. But just now she tells me we propably will go UK together. She previously plans goes to UK further study at February, now because of the application problem she needs to delay it. Ha ha. It's a good news to me.

Furthermore, we have make an appointment with our another girl and boy friends. We want to meet them before they go back to their country. Finally, we have decided gather at 14th December. I'm looking forward for this gathering now. We should enjoy the gathering well and is another memory for us again. Next year, we all will separate again. Boy is going back to country, girl will further study to America and she and I'll go to UK. Probably, this is the last gathering that belong to four of us. I'll appreciate it. Again, nice to be your friend and glad to study with you guys. Will be miss you all.

Another thing is that my dear and close friend will come to KL visit me on this coming Thurs. I'm really happy for that as we don't meet for more than one year, but we always keep in touch. I already prepare and plan everything for her. We wanna have fun and joy. Welcome to KL, my darling.

约定

你我约定，难过的往事不许提，
也答应永远都不让对方担心，
要做快乐的自己，照顾自己，
就算某天一个人孤寂……

Darl, I want this

Darl,this kills me so badly, you know. Let go and get it one. It is my favorite. When come here, we go together. Look forward for your coming. Faster planning your holiday. Can't wait to see you and bring you go anywhere. I already have idea where should we go.

Currently

Lately I am puzzle and confused with my future. I am thinking that where and what is my future. What should I do for my next year and steps? Should I discuss with my family first or just make decision by myself? The most important that I need to care is the result and finance. Is it sufficient for supporting me to further study at UK for at least two years? How about the university that I choose is it suitbale and pretty good with everything? Oh gosh, that's too many things that I need to concern and think. I should think that what is good for me and what is the best way to pursue my dream. I've planned it well, but it seems like things do not go smooth as I thought. That's why that I am confusing now. Thinking, thinking, and thinking again. I still don't have a proper and final decison yet. Now is already end of the year and I should have a decision, so that I can prepare well. Time is up. It is the timed that I need to make my final decision. Hope I can choose the way that I want and is the perfect way.

[HQ] 倪安東-《Sorry That I Loved You》MV

This is perfectly nice, the voice, the lyrics, the singer, it's extremely good. I like this song so much and it will be my cell phone ring tone.

Hope everyone will like it as well. Enjoy to listen.

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Rumor. It definitely will make people worry. Please stop to send and spread the wrong rumor. I know this time flood is the most serious that happen at our state, Alor Star, but now the water level is reducing. The situation will become better. People should happy for that.


Furthermore, I would like to send my regard to my friends who houses have flooded. I'm really sorry to hear about that. Some of my friends move to relatives house and others sleep at the offices. Some of the houses are new house and they don't move into new house yet. Perhap they think they will feel that they're unlucky lately. But I think that lucky will come soon. Anyway, take care all my friends. Bless you all....

Elton John - Your song

My favorite song. Hear this song for many times and never bored with it. A nice song.

2010.10.24 - 公主Selina - Hebe.Ella特別獻給Selina的歌

Selina, hope you can recover soon. Bless you.

wang lee hom - 永遠的第一天

忽然想起了这首歌！

别问我的伤

别看我的脸　它已变了样
别碰我的手　它已冰冷　感觉不到力量
爱过的人　竟变得如此陌生　这样的缘份　非死即伤
别说那句话　欺骗我们俩
别点那首歌　就让回忆　留着完美形象
分手时候　拥抱的那么勉强　现在你何苦　抓住不放
别问我的伤　它才刚刚睡着
你的爱　像烈日　像狂风
像利刃　割在心上　有一滴血流在地上
别问我的伤　它要慢慢疗伤
你的爱　像轻烟　像流星
像迷雾　飘在心上　在解脱之前　做梦都会怕
你给我的伤　又深又长　看不见一点光亮
甜蜜的吻　碎成千片　在风中　对我狂笑
你给我的伤　又苦又烫　吞不下也忘不掉
多馀的泪　风干枯萎　再回头　我受不了

ALin-愛請問怎麼走

戴愛玲 - 愛了就知道

Future

What is future? I strongly believe that everyone is thinking about this and planning for your whole life. There have plenty of people fail to plan for their future, but some are really good with that. It is obvious to know that as they've succeed in career and have a happy family. What are the things that they still need or desire? I'm not sure for that, at least they already have almost all the stuff. If they're greedy, maybe they'll require more. As I know that, people are always dissatisfy the belongings and demand for more and more. But do they think properly that, once they already achieve it, they will try to acquire other things or goods. The satisfaction of desire and greedy is unlimited. Is it kinda scary? Surprisingly I'll say yes. That's why for now on, I just wanna to have the things and future that I want, I'll try to have a high demand and infinity greedy.

Actually I already planned my future at years ago and I couldn't ensure that I would follow my plan and do for it. But I believe that it is good to know what you should do and it will be the happiest things that can ever happen to me. Now, I need to plan for my study and if follow my plan I'll further study to UK and I'll choose University of Middlesex and after that will proceed to University of Leeds or Sheffield to complete my Master. That is one more thing that I'm not sure yet, which is I don't know what I wanna major. Clinical Psychology? Forensic Psychology? Child? Family? or even psychiatrist? If I can do it, I wanna be a psychiatrist, but I know that it's not an easy. I'll try to achieve it and of course I'll work hard on it to become a psychiatrist. That's my currently plan for my future.

I know that my planning has less something that is important for everyone, which is love. I always think and believe it is not a suitable time to have boy friend during education time. Probably, this thinking will occur is because the family and environment. My brothers begin to date with girls when they almost finish their study and have Ms. Right when they already begin their career. So, I think I'll choose the same way with them as well. In addition, at this moment, I still can't find my Mr. Right. I need to be patient and look forward to wait him appear. I don't care when, but is better before 30 years old. Ha Ha!

Hope that I can follow my plan and achieve it whithin the period. I think I need luck and bless.

When I need you

Leo Sayer- When I Neeed You

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
The telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I won't be travelin' forever
It's cold out but hold out and do I like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you babe
It's only a heartbeat away

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do

Oh, I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
Just close my eyes
And you're right here by my side
Keeping me warm night and day

I just hold out my hands
I just hold out my hand
And I'm with you darlin'
Yes, I'm with you darlin'
All I wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away

Oh I need you darling



I just recall this song unexpectedly. Without doubt, I like classic and old songs especially oldies love song. They're really amazing and fantastic. My friends had tought me that probably my horoscope is pisces and as you know that pisces' people are quite romantic and loving and that's why I love this kinda song. But, for me, I think that is because my daddy, I'm just inherited by him. At least I have a similar interest with my beloved one. Anyway this song is pretty nice, although is an old song. I like the lyrics and the meaning as well. A good song is needed to share to everyone.

爱的理由

以前我总觉得两个人相爱一定要有理由，

可是随着年纪的增长，经由身边周遭人们的恋爱经验，

你会发现爱情还真是没什么特别的理由，

可能只是因为对方笑起来很可爱，

也可能是有一天你心情很坏，

对方突然打了通電話讲了个笑话给你听，

他可能不知道你心情刚好很差，

可是你在这最坏的时候接到電話，

你就跟着视他为真命天子，

甚至开始相信起命运这种事。

A meal

Today, a stranger treats me a meal. What a lucky day. I'm surprise that he'll treat me even it isn't expensive. At here, I would like to thank you to him again. Today, I'm having economic rice and we need to queue up to take the foods. Actually, he just stands behind me. Anyway below is the dialogue between us.

He: Why you eat so less?

Me: (just smile)

(That time we're passing the chicken.)

He: Why you don't take chicken?

(My plate just has vegetables.)

Me: (smile again)

He: Is good if you don't eat chicken, cause nowadays the chicken is prematured and isn't healthy anymore. Not just chicken, but also seafood and meat aren't good as well.

Me: Ya, I think so.

He: You better don't have the food at the fast food restaurant, unless you want gain some weights. If you don't believe it just try to have KFC or MC Donald for a month, then you'll become fatty.

Me: Ya, I believe that and don't wanna try that as well.

He: Good. We should eat more fruits and vegetables. They're really good for us. You should eat more apples especially green apple. If can try to have it everyday even is juice.

Me: I love to eat vegetables and fruits, so I think I'm pretty healthy now.

He: Keep on doing that. Today, people always have outside food and less eat vegetable and fruits, that is why they always get sick.

Me: I have Vitamin C everyday. Haha

( It seems like a dialogue that between doctor and patient, but we're just a student and officer)

( We're going to the cashier there to pay)

Cashier: Hello, sir.

He: We pay together.

(he points my plate and his plate)

Me: Oh, is ok, sir, no need to pay or treat me.

He: Never mind, is just a plate of food and isn't costly.

( he takes the cash to the cashier)

Cashier: Thank you, sir and miss. Enjoy the food.

Me: Thank you, sir and nice to talk with you.

He: So am I. Have a nice day and take care.

This is the dialogue and story between us. It's so unbelivable cause I never meet this before. My friends say that they should accompany me to have lunch, so that they'll have free meeal too. Haha. Anyway, today is a happy day.

Waiting

Waiting will make me feel like everything is become unusual and slower. Just now I need to wait four hours to attend another class. My friends are absent as they have text tomorrow. Lucky I meet a friend and we chat together. Anyway we still feel very bored and nothing can do at here. Every where is crowded when is lunch time. Both of us already have lunch, so we just buy a cup of drink and sit at there waiting our next class.

Waiting is really bore and hate the feeling.
Next time hope to have a better time schedule.

I'm back

Yes, without doubt I'm back to my blog. I almost two months don't update my blog. Am I already bore with blog? NO! No! No! The answer definitely is no. I'm just don't know what should I write especially during my holiday. Anyway my holiday was ended and another new semester is begun. Now I just like usual who is always busy with study, study and study only. My friedns start to blame me that I don't hang out with them. At here, I aplogize with them. I'm just feel like wanna stay at home and relax. Sometimes I prefer peace and calm. I hope they'll understand me.

From now, I'll always update my blog again.

Lately

Wow, I already more than one month don't update my blog. What an indolent person. Anyway, I already finish my second semester, is a good news, right? Although is a short semester, it is really challenging. The assignments are kind of rush, we all seem like lack to time to finish all the assignments and presentations as well. At the end, it proves that we all can do it, even the marks are not really perfect. At least from this semester, we learn something new and more understand and knowledgeable. From now, my holidy is begun.

Wish have a nice holiday. It is one and half months holiday.

My stuff

Recently I was kinda having a bad luck. my laptop and cellphone had problem.
I need to change my laptop, gosh, need to spend money again.
last time my cellphone's screen was broken and already spent few hundreds to change the LCD.

Now, I need to spend few thousands for my new laptop. I'm planning to buy around two to three thousands. I don't want buy expensive laptop again, it really hurts me. I bought four thousands laptop and had a lot of problems. perhaps, is my bad luck.

Please, I hope I can have good lucks in everything. bless me, please...

5 June 2010

I had a wonderful weekend with my friends. We went to Berjaya Hills. In the Berjaya Hills, there had many attractive places that could visit. We had visited Japanese Tea House, Colmar Tropicale and Botanical Garden. We used two hours to went through all places. We were busy captured the photo and played aroung. We climbed here to there and walked and walked. We all felt tired especially with the hot weather. Just for recommendation, if you guys wanna go there, better go there at evening. It was really sunny if you go at afternoon, like us reached there at 2pm. We all couldn't stand the weather and bought many drinks. Anyway, the places were fantastic and beautiful. A place that should visit.

Botanical Garden







Colmar Tropicale



















Japanese Tea House

Darl

Yeah! Finally, my best friend came to KL and met me. This was really great, even though we didn't have much time to chat and shopping. We just had dinner with my secondary friend.

Three of us had a great and tasty dinner. We went to D'Fortune to had dinner and this was the first time that I went there. The food was delicious. We ordered chicken maryland, grilled lamb chop, another lamb, spaghetti, and green fresh salad. When we ate the food, we were non-stop eating. We didn't wait for long time, although there had many customers. Briefly, I was satisfied with the restaurant. We enjoyed the dinner much.

Textbook

I need textbook for my subject.
I'm wondering how come if wanna order, it needs two months.
That's really suck.
I try to find it at other bookstores and I can't get it.
They totally don't have this textbook.
Gosh, I need it tomorrow.
No choice for me now.
I hope tomorrow lecturer will bring a good news to us.
Wish she can find it.
If not, how can we study without textbook.
That's too bad....

你失恋了！

你失恋了！

我知道你失恋，你很痛苦，很伤心，很难过，很不习惯没有他的日子。
但你也不能因为他就变得对什么事都没兴趣。
上课时不专心，不想要和我们聊天，不听我们的电话，也不回复。
这也就算了！我们会谅解你！
但你和他只谈了两个月的恋爱，你需要为了他而失去朋友，放弃学业吗？

这一个星期有九课，而你只上了三课！
课本也不要买，笔记也不需要，那么你要什么呢？

你还要他吗？你还想要吗？

我们能帮得已经帮了，剩下就只能靠你自己了！
加油吧，朋友！
我们不想看你一直沉醉在他的世界里！

Classes

Classes! Classes! Classes!

This semester I've a lot of classessss....
The time table is really suck.
Friday need to study till 6pm.
Gosh, I dislike short semester.
But after final exam, I've almost seven weeks holiday.

Tomorrow will be begun my another semester for this year.
Happy cause can meet my friends.
Upset cause holiday is finished.
No matter what, the classes are still need to attend.

I'm fear that this semester the assignment is quite a lot.
If like that I don't have much time to study, chit-chat with friends, shopping anymore.
What should I do???
Just hope that assignment isn't that much....

Good luck!

你好吗？

如果有一天遇到了老朋友，
你会开心吗？
你会问候他吗？

昨天无意中得知了你的消息，我没感到开心也没想要问你在这几年里的点点滴滴。我想应该有五六年没你的消息了吧！有时会想要去向你的朋友问你最近的事，但还是忍着了，毕竟是你没跟我联络。

或许是我怕，我怕再联络回时，不知要说些什么，要做什么！
也或许是你不要跟我联络，因为当初是你伤害了我，也是你欺骗了我。

但是时间会把一切都冲淡，也会帮我从记忆里删除所有伤心的事！
事情也过了那么多年，我们是不是应该要忘记？
写得容易，但真的要忘记时，是不是也那么容易呢？
是不是把一切都写出来，也会帮我忘记呢？
曾经我觉得把所有不要开心的事给写出来，会帮我遗忘，
但当事情又被回忆时，所有的事都记的清清楚楚！
也许是时候要想过另一个方法了！

如果我勇敢的面对你，是不是会比较好呢？
如果有一天，我和你真的见面了，我希望我能鼓起勇气跟你说说话，也有勇气跟你做个普通朋友.

LLS

I'm happy now.
My group result for LLS is 25.50% over 30%.
Congratulation to all of my group mates.
Good jobs for all of us.
Well done.
Our group is the third highest marks. The highest is 27.50% and the second highest is 26.45%.
We all have 16 groups. The result is pretty good. satisfy with it.

WOW !!!
I think I can pass for this subject.
No more retake.
No need waste time and effort.

Now is time for me to concentrate another subjects.

Tomorrow morning I have another exam paper.

Hope can do well and get back what I want.
Bless me !!!

LLS

The 1st paper, Leadership and Life Skills for final exam. It is really hard, the questions are the examples which take from textbook, not the points. Almost 30 questions over 75 questions are examples or name from the textbook. We all never expect that they'll use the example to be a question. Gosh, is really hard to pass. The assignment marks was suck too. How come he can give us a low marks. Everyone can't get more than 10 marks out of 15 marks. He is really strict with the marks and rules, perhaps he is freshman. Now, I just hope that my group report and presentation will get better marks. If not I can prepare to retake for this subject again. Oh god...I don't want to waste my time for this subject again. God, please bless me well. Thanks !!!

March

March 2010

I had a busy month at March. I was busy with the birthday celebration and study.

At March, there had plenty of my friends' birthday which also include my birthday. I attended many birthday party and gave presents. It was obvious that I spent much money on that, but I was happy with that. This year, 2010 we all were 21st years old. We could do anything that we desired and wanted. We could enter the casino at Genting Highland, Malaysia and some clubs which just provided for the people that above 21st years old.

My birthday party was great and fantastic. We had a blast party night. We drank, sang, danced, and drunk. That night was really full of joy. Actually, my party was joined with another two friends, Ben and Chocolate. So, we called our party as ABC's Birthday Party.

A= Amy
B= Ben
C= Chocolate

I would upload the photo as soon as possible. I couldn't update my blog was because that my adapter was damaged and I already book for a new one and I just receive it at 13th April. This few days, I couldn't online and just used cell phone to check my Facebook's account. I couldn't study too without laptop, as all my notes are inside the storage. My friends said that is time to change a new one, but I don't think so. Although I was planning to get a 12 inches laptop, I think is unnecessary to buy another or extra laptop. When I couldn't use my laptop, my dear friend borrowed hers laptop to me for temporary and let me to do report. I was really appreciate her and lucky had her.

Now, is too late and is time for sleeping. I'll upload photos tomorrow if I can. Good night...

Newborn baby

12th April 2010, 1pm

My another niece was born.

That is why that I am going back to hometown although my final exam is coming soon. I never visit her and my sister-in-law. Tomorrow morning I will visit them. From my family's information, they say that she is so cute and pretty like her sister, Tiffany. I hope so. I already see the photo that capture by my brother, but she doesn't open her eyes, so still can't see very clearly. It is alright, tomorrow I'll see her. See my pretty niece.

For Friend again

Dear Blackjack,

This is the last time that I call you as Blackjack. You dislike people to call you as Blackjack, but we keep calling it. Now, I promise you, but is too late. Your leaving was really sudden and hard to accept it. Last two weeks, I just had a talk with you. Now, I can't talk with you anymore. I'm really upset when hear this bad news expecially is yours. Lately, I already receive many bad news, and I never think that one of them is yours. What can I do except receive and face the fact? I need energy and I believe that your family and friends need strength too.

Rest in peace...


Regard,
Amy

For Friend

FOR FRIENDS

I pray for my friends, for my very dear friends
Whose memory I revere
I ask you Lord to be kind to them now
Who were always kind to me here

Please grant them Lord, a place of light
A place of peace and rest
A place where saints ring out their praise
A place among the blessed

Where sorrows sweeten into joy
Where tears are wiped away
Where everything becomes as new
For this, dear Lord, I pray

And is it too much, Lord, to ask
That I may join them there
That I, too, may rejoice with you
And in your glory share?

当

当-动力火车



当山峰没有棱角的时候

当河水不再流

当时间停住日夜不分

当天地万物化为虚有

我还是不能和你分手

不能和你分手

你的温柔是我今生最大的守候



当太阳不再上升的时候

当地球不再转动

当春夏秋冬不再变化

当花草树木全部凋残

我还是不能和你分散

不能和你分散

你的笑容是我今生最大的眷恋



让我们红尘作伴活的潇潇洒洒

策马奔腾共享人世繁华

对酒当歌唱出心中喜悦

轰轰烈烈把握青春年华

放下

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。
忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。
人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。
多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，
多少人在今天已经成了残废，
多少人在今天已经失去了自由，
多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。
你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。
万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

Jan 2010

Welcome to the 2010

Happy New Year 2010

For me 2010 is really a new year. My study become more harder and difficult. Today I almost fall asleep in the auditorium and the lecture is trying to explain the biopsychology. Oh gosh, biopsychology is really a new subject to me, before I never study about biology. So far this is the toughest subject at this semester. I think I need to gain some knowledge from books. This semester really need and must study hard.

psychology...as my lecture says, if you think psychology is an easy course, you can withdraw now and change to business. Wow, he seems like threaten us. Anyway, I'll never give up since I already step out.